Knife.In.Chest.

Stop. Please. Just stop. 

Book: Liking me so far?
Book: Slow down, do you really want to finish me tonight?
Book: How's your heart doing?
Book: Oops, did I break you?
Book: Don't cry for me.
Book: You're almost at the end!
Book: You're going to know all the answers now!
Book: ...
Book: Oops, did I forget to mention I'm the first in a series?
Book: And that the sequel comes out next year?
Book: :)

...now what?

anxiety |a ng ˈzī-itē|noun ( pl. -ties)a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome 

"i know i say it too much, but i won't ever give up"

I hope you're right.

You see a secret romance that has the potential to last forever when given the chance.

I see a disaster waiting to happen and have very little faith in it having an actual chance.  

I don't want to see either of you hurt, but there's not a thing i can do about it without hurting you myself. 

And even then, you wouldn't listen.

You people drive me nuts and hurt my brain. But i can't help but love you all.

"Coco should go out"

There it goes again.
It surprises me.
It hasn't gone through my head in months.
It doesn't hurt as much this time.
But it still stings.
It's no longer like a knife stabbing into my lungs, but more like getting lemon in a paper cut you forgot was there.
As quickly as it comes, it's gone.
But it still sits in my mind all day.